Look back at your entries for the year and take the first sentence of each month to sum it all up! LETS GO.

January: Happy New Year Everyone!
February: I'm so tired right now.
March: Someone at padacklesrps asked for our favourite J2 fics... and I thought I'd share!
April: Does anyone know what happened to yume_odori?
May: Sorry I'm not making any proper posts lately, I'm pretty busy :/
June: Jensen HAS NOT moved out of Jared's house.
July: I know I am pathetic but now I have a headache from crying, thank you very much RTD.
August: How so awesome?
September: I think you might actually get to know me better by reading this meme.
October: Dear Anonymous, I FUCKING LOVE YOU OMG!!!
November: You know what I find annoying?
December: So, I'm feeling pretty shitty today.

Tl;dr: This makes me seem like a whiny bitch most of the time. Trust me, my year was way more awesome than it seems! I guess I just spend 400% more time on ontd_ai than I do on actual journals.
....Sorry?

Well. I'm still busy as hell because of school, but I have the next two days off! Yay! (Though I have A LOT of assignments but I can handle that.

My puppy has grown so much! He's nearly as big as Conny by now and he was about 1/4 as big as her when we got him. Still adorable though <3

Oh and I QUIT MY JOB. FIANLLY. NO MORE CLEANING GROSS APARTMENTS THAT AREN'T MINE!

And I am going to quit orchestra, too, cause a) I am never looking forward to it anymore b) when I'm there I usually nearly fall asleep c) it's not all that much fun anymore and I haven't practised for it in MONTHS and d) the only afternoon I have off these days is Sunday. DNW.

So, yay!

School was really annoying today but it got much better during lunch break cause I went home to listen to the new Cheeks: Unbuttoned podcast, and guess what?

One of the very, very few questions he answers was not just mine but also the first he answered.

I may have been squeeing a bit.

Anyway, that's pretty much all there is to know... not much going on these days! (ha, remember when I made a post every single day for, like, a month?)

To be honest, there isn't much going on right now.

I've only seen a few con videos but I might have just become a Jake Able fan cause, seriously, how awesome/adorable is he? :D

I'm also sick and I totally blame school stress. But what can you do... if you ignore the week when I got my wisdom teeth removed, I really haven't been sick in a long time so whatever.

Oh but I've got a new default icon! It's the three owners of Skin.Graft - a clothing company.
One of the owners, Cassidy Haley, is an incredibly awesome musician, btw. Check out his latest acoustic session!

Not taking the antibiotics anymore, which means that I can drink alcohol again! Woohoo! Speaking of which, is it weird that I, like, collect pretty wine bottles? I dunno, they just look great! And I'm considering putting flowers in them or something. Pretty sure that'd look great.

They're scattered all across the room, but here, have a shot of my desk.

( To spare your layout from being raped )

Btw, that wine is freaking delicious. It's called "Black Cat".

Ooooh, btw. I don't care that most of you aren't in the AI fandom, but this needs to be discussed.

Remember that J2 fanfic, "Smile For The Camera"? Well...





And it was confirmed that he was WEARING wings. At a photo shoot. Yep, I'm in my happy place now :D

How so awesome?

In other news, the new Leverage episode was great (not gonna lie, I kinda want Parker and that FBI agent to hook up), the right side of my face still hurts but it's getting better, I'm listening to Imogen Heap a lot lately, I'm watching "Latter Days" again right now, and if you haven't heard of "Cheeks" before - check him out! http://www.youtube.com/user/gocheeksgo

So, thanks to gilesgirl I just watched Chris and Steve's (well, and Jason's, to be fair) gig in Portland and MAN, DID I MENTION I LOVE THEM??? AND THAT THEY ARE TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH EACH OTHER? CAUSE THEY ARE! THEY HUGGED. AND THEN, LIKE, HALF-HUGGED AGAIN AT THE END. AND THEY ARE AWESOME. AND THEY WERE FINALLY ON STAGE TOGETHER AGAIN!!! Why, yes, that makes me happy. A lot.

In other news, I miss TV. It drives me more crazy than it should that I can't come home to a new episode of one of my favourite shows every day. Or at least once a week. It's just. not. happening. *headlaptops,causeidonthaveadeskrightnow*

However, I got lots of awesome food plus a whole box of Choc White Oreos (go me! even if they are friggin expensive!) and some random but funny movie so tonight's gonna be kinda awesome. There is a vaguely cool party somewhere but I just really don't feel like going... so movie night it is!

Also, we might get another dog again! If it works out, that is, and that's a pretty big if. But he's still pretty young and really cute. Only problem is that the dog costs 250 Euro and we don't really have that money right now... but oh well, we'll figure something out. Dunno what'll happen to Asylum Europe if we get a dog though. Cause in that case I'll definitely not have enough money for a ticket.

So, I'm not posting THAT much random stuff here lately, which is because that is all on twitter. Consider it a good thing.

Yesterday was fun! We did somehow end up playing soccer in the dark, but we weren't too drunk at the time so nobody died or broke any bones. I call that a successful birthday party :]

Gonna spend today downloading lots of episodes and printing fanfics so I won't die of boredom tomorrow.

So I guess I'll be online all day today, but after that you won't hear from me until Wednesday afternoon/evening, depending on when I can go home. Stupid hospitals :/

Meme! (snagged from sajina)

Rules:
01. Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal.
02. Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
03. Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

I've had this wallpaper for over a month now! *is proud*. I really love the movement here and the colours. Like there's a storm coming but he's running through it anyway. Love it :)

I love that guy :D



He's also on twitter, which y'all probably know already but I didn't notice until two days ago. Anyway, he's @chadlindberg. Hee.

I spent last night writing Steve Carlson lyrics on my legs instead of doing homework. It's not even funny.

VOTE FOR MISHA!as Mr. Twitter Universe and for being funny. Which he most definitely is.

Also, I am completely sun-burnt, especially on my knees and thighs, which hurt like hell.

And I had the most horrible morning ever... please, Monday, just die? Even though it's Towel Day! Totally unfair.

Still, Happy Towel Day everyone!

Apparently, I am going to be male in 2 years. Huh.

Really awesome story:

We Are Trains, Riding Hobo-Style by silentpoetry1
It didn’t matter that Jensen and Jared were pale and going nowhere, because they're beautiful, free and together.

Oh and did I mention that if I ever started tweeting, I'd never stop? Well, it happened.

I'm also thinking about changing my layout. What d'you think?

So... I knew I liked Converse, but I totally have a kink for Jensen in Converse! Seriously, just think about it!

...okay, maybe it shouldn't be that hot. It is though. Anyway! This is why I've got a new header.

( 'FEAR' meme )
I tag... EVERYONE! I'm curious now :D

I haven't checked my f-list in the last 35 hours or so. Guys, I fail. Sorry :(
Feel hugged, cause I've read god knows how many entries in the last hour and I have commented on, like, two of them but that would have been my comment to most. I know, my creativity is gooone and my brain as well, it seems.

( meme )

I'm really sorry that I'm not updating regularly lately. My brain is just completely empty. Same goes for commenting, by the way. I do read all your entries I just don't know what to write :/ Hope that'll pass soon.

Anyhow, for no apparent reason I am in a very good mood right now. And I'm not even playing poker tonight cause my friend got sick.

But hey, Jared/Jensen panel tomorrow! Can't wait to see the videos!

In the meantime, have some Sam/Dean recs!

You Can Be My Yoko Ono by deirdre_c (a video, but a really good one)

White Face Paint and Glass Boxes and Devil Wind> by candle_beck (haven't read this in a while, going to now, but I remember that it was pretty damn awesome)

An Unusual Predicament of Utmost Import by ifyouweremine (now, I've recced this before and it's really quite simple: either you have read this before and should really re-read it some time, like, now, or you have not read it before in which case you should immediately stop whatever you are doing, go over there, and read it.)

The Devil Really Wears Prada by balefully (i know, sam is very manly and all that but ohmygod i love this! heeee)

First up, welcome new friends! (Yes, there are more xD )

Anyhow, it looks like my non existant social life is getting a lot less non existant. Yes. *high fives no-one in particular*

And this must have been the 5th person who told me to go see Watchmen, even if it's a bit violent. Then again, he and I were both traumatized as kids cause we watched Jurassic Park at the age of 7 and, well, it was creepy. Especially when that woman is in some kind of house and manages to get the energy back on an she's like "yay, you're here!" when someone wraps an arm around her shoulder... except that when she takes a step forward, it turns out there is only an arm. Like, no body. Gory little arm. Touching her shoulder. Seriously, when your 7 that's SO GROSS.

By the way, does anyone know any good online poker websites? I've got to practise.. xD

And because that's just my luck, I've finally managed to get a doctor's appointment cause my asthma is getting worse again but of course the appointment is just when we're writing a history exam. I should be back after half the time's up and I can obviously write longer than the others but it still kinda sucks, especially since I haven't even started studying yet because originally, I was going to write it, like, after the Easter holidays. Woohoo.

So, yeah. Studying. Sorry for the boring post. Will go through my f-list later.

So... let's start with the bad things:

The Geology exam was very uneventful and incredibly boring. I'm fairly certain that exams shouldn't be boring. Then again, so was the German exam, so maybe it's a 'thing' now. Who knows.

For some unknown reason, there are several huge cracks in my mp4 player which means the touchscreen isn't working anymore. Argh! I need my music! :(

Also, sleep seems incredibly rare these days. Oh, well...

Moving on to some nicer stuff... welcome quartetship, evenstar_1203, maximilian_x, griva_x, hoveringon and dandies4ever! And, wow, that's a whole bunch of new people. I hope you don't get traumatized here or something ;)

Nooow, I've got a question. Does anyone know where this picture is from? O:



Yes, I know, unbelievably interesting post. One of these days, I might actually have something to write about. Or a fic to post. I do hope it'll be the latter. Anyway, got to run again... see you guys!

Although it is vaguely depressing that I am already back (my mother is in a particularly bad mood today. Usually, I can stay out until at least 1 am), it feels good to hang out with some RL friends again, especially since I only ever see them at school or, in some cases, only every second or third week. So - yay!

Coconut/pineapple/raspberry cocktails are very delicious, too. What? I like girly drinks.
And wheat beer with a strawberry looks absolutely hilarious! Or, to quote Jacob: "this is the gayest wheat beer I have ever seen!" And I whole-heartedly agree.

I guess I'll go on writing my fic then. It's Eliot Spencer/John Winchester, if anyone is wondering. I do blame it on adelate. You can't have a Christian Kane header and write about JDM all the time and not except something bad to come out of it. And, yes, since I'm writing it, that's bad.

Also, this is cool.

ETA: Okay so I'm just watching the audio commentary of 'Phantom Traveler' and... seriously? Could they be any more slashy? :D

So... what am I doing today?

Still voting for "Jenson" - seriously, how difficult can it be to at least google someone before putting them in a freaking poll? *rolls eyes*

And studying for a really awful biology exam.

Speaking of exams - good luck tomorrow, popeiathehippo! *hugs*

Time is definitely going by too fast, considering I feel like I just woke up...

And I know that my posts are incredibly short lately - sorry! I'll post more soon, school is just kind of stressful right now.

Yes, I have nothing better to do. Like, studying for that german exam. Whatever.

You Should Light a Green Tea Candle

You are calm yet energetic. You take good care of yourself, and you have a lot of endurance. Like most people, you have a hectic life. But unlike others, you try to have as many moments of peace as possible. You're the type of person who's witty and insightful. You're secure with yourself, and you often have a hilarious take on life. You are expressive and apt to talk quite a bit. However, you're able to kick back and listen too.

This actually kinda applies to me!

Also:

Step 1: Put your music player on shuffle. Hit the shuffle button. Do not pick and choose!
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 20 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: TAG PEOPLE! You music lovers were chosen for a reason!
Step 4: Strike through the songs when someone guesses both artist and track correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

( Lyrics here! )

Also, I just bought two fairly small plants for my desk. It looks totally cute :D

1. I'm still ill but it's getting a bit better. At least I'm not feeling like I'm going to die anymore.

2. French exam tomorrow. Do not want.

3. My brother's moving out next week (on Saturday) and since my parents want my room as soon as possible, I'll probably be moving in my brother's old room on Sunday. I'm already kind of scared of The Epic Battle Of Closet Vs. Stairs. Seriously. The thought alone is creepy. I am not carrying that thing!

4. Considering I'm writing an exam about it and we've been discussing it for three weeks now, I should probably read Emilia Galotti some time soon. I only read, like, the first 8 pages or so. But hey, I do know the plot, who cares about details anyway?

5. I can't wait for videos of Misha's panel! :D

6. I wanted to write about something else but now I forgot what it was. Oh well.

ETA: Vote for him! He's losing!

And for some reason, I really need to watch Dark Angel again. Right now.