First up, does anyone know why http://supernaturalwiki.com isn't working? Or is it just me? *is scared* I can't keep track of conventions on my own, I need others to do that O:

Secondly, I finally managed to assemble my outfit for that stupid ceremonial act. Which will be on the 9th of May, I think. And I have no clue how to get to the location! I can't exactly walk to the other side of town in freaking high-heels!

Anyway, I'll have to take a picture some time, I think it looks pretty good ;) Black dress, black see-through tights and lilac-coloured high heels. Works pretty well together.

My parents are going on vacation for 1 1/2 weeks on friday. Again. Which is absolutely not fair. Except visiting my sister or going shopping a couple of times, I haven't really been outside this stupid little town in, like, two years and my parents are going to the coast every single time they get more than a few days off work :/

But it looks like, if I have the money and it'll actually all work out, I'll be able to go to the spn convention next year. How awesome is that?

This week is kinda awful. I was totally stressed out last week already, but now? I've got a physics exam tomorrow which I haven't studied for yet, an English exam on Wednesday and I'll have to re-read the whole friggin' book until then and, to top it all, a politics exam on Friday. I hate politics. A whole lot. Uargh. I'm sure they could be interesting in some way... but definitely not at school. And not with the teacher I've got at the moment.

I totally dreamt of J2 again :D Jared got hurt (shot in the stomach, I think.), barely survived. In fact, the doctors didn't think he'd make it and told Jensen as much, who ended up hyperventilating and passed out. When he came to, a couple of hours later, it turned out that Jared would be okay and they could go home after 4 days or so. Back at home he had to take care of Jared, which was incredibly cute. I wish I could remember more!

I just realized that I've never actually seen my brother's apartment and never will now cause he'll be moving to Berlin very soon. He already quit his job and got one at a small, but pretty damn awesome firm in Berlin now. From what I've heard, that'll be some very interesting work :)

And look at that, I've written a post! Yes, an incredibly boring one, but it's a post! *is proud*

Guys, I still haven't read my f-list yet, sorry! xD

Anyway, this is from missyjack's LJ:

End of Jared and Jensen panel. Last question :

"So what's it like playing brothers when you are lovers in real life?

OMG i didn't know whether to die or kill someone. and then...

IT WAS MISHA!!!!!

DUDE IS AWESOME.

ohnokripkedidnt makes me very happy :D

Oooooh wanking in Supernatural fandom, how come I am not surprised at all?
So, apparently someone actually asked security to throw Jensen's girlfriend out. Cause she was sitting there. Which is very awful. *headdesks* It's already on wank_report and it's growing rapidly so it'll probably be on fandom_wank soon. Best part? There are actually plenty of people who agree with the OP. Wtf?

Aaaanyhow! Fandom drama beats RL drama, y/y? I just got the lab results back and they are fine, so basically no-one has any idea what's wrong with me. Awesomesauce.

But! It's spring! Seriously, it's really warm here today. Love it, even if it gives me a headache.

About the con, has anyone heard anything about Steve Carlson? I've seen three short videos of his gig on youtube, but that was it. No reports, no pics, no mention of his panel. Does anyone know something? :(

ETA: There are finally videos of the breakfast panel! Yay!

Why, yes, God's a girl. Anyhow.

I think I'm coming down with something - again. I've had a cold for two days now and it's getting worse really really quick. Oh joy.

At least that means I've got no sports tomorrow. Although that also includes an annoyed sports teacher and me failing even more at Volleyball. I'm just hoping I'm not getting 0 points this term. I had 11 points last time!

Speaking of marks, I've got this term's first exam tomorrow: English.
And, I know, I'm the best student in English in the whole 11th grade, but I just know I'm going to screw this one up. It'll be about this horrific novel we're reading and, well. I do a lot better when I can work with a text I don't already now.

The question of the week, however, is: How do you fit work and going to a neurologist in one afternoon, when you're probably going to have to do an EEG which takes ages?
I'm so not looking forward to Thrusday.

Otherwise, fandom seems to be quite calm and nice right now. And maybe I'm just missing the wanks. Can't say I'm complaining.

Some of you might not like this - at all - but I'm not sure I'm really looking forward to Supernatural right now. It's just... there's so much angst I'm hardly enjoying it anymore. I just hope the finale won't end in tears.

Obviously I'm still obessively watching it, though, because I'm a masochist like that.

HAHAHAHAHA! Since I'll be moving into my brother's room once he's moved out, I went through some of my stuff today (and throwing 90% of it in the trash) and I found some work sheets from confirmation class.
One of them said "What would you do if you had only one day to live?"

And one of the things I wrote there was: "I'd do some of the things I love most, like watching Lord Of The Rings."

OMGLOL! I was already such a fangirl back then!! *giggles*

ETA: I have no more room *cries*



And those are only, like, half my books! There are some more on my nightstand, and then there are those that I'm sharing with my sister so some of those are with her in Frankfurt - for now.

Argh!

ETA2: On a very different topic - this weekend shall forever be known as Neyne's Lucky Weekend. That is all. Or, wait.
SQUEEEEEEEEEE!

You know, time is a strange thing. In fandom, everything can change within a day and time passes quite slowly. At school...not so much. Time passes real quick. It's like - hey, 11th grade! - and a second later it's: hey, what classes do you guys want to take in 12th grade?
Okay, so I kinda decided on those a month into 11th grade, but still. It's weird!

I just got back from orchestra practise and we got yet another 7 pages of notes. We'll meet up two more times (once with the choir) and then there are the concerts on the 13th and the 14th March. Everything considered, it's kind of a lot. Then again, the new notes are really cool! Though I just watched it on youtube and it sort of sucks with a choir. Can't we just leave that out?

Anyways, I noticed that I always end up writing fandom related stuff on the back of my notebooks...and because I have no life I took pictures :D

( click for the pic. hey, that rhymes! )

I still have to do chemistry and I don't even know what we are doing right now. Yet another teacher who simply fails. He has two courses in my grade (a normal one, which is where i am, and an advanced course). The advanced course had to take the exam twice and each time, NOT A SINGLE STUDENT passed. That's just..wow. Uber fail.

By the way, I watched that KTLA interview, and Jared looks totally gorgeous there. Usually, I'd take Jensen over him any day, but hell, he looked damn good. :D

Hi there!

I've gotta say, it's kinda refreshing to ship a het pairing for a change. I mean, Bones/Booth! They are lovely! And there's no need to go looking for subtext cause it's all out there and canon and aww! You just don't get that, except for Jack/Ianto of course. Who are still my OTP. I'm also convinced that rps is a whole other category so J2 is my rps OTP. Hey, you can have two!

Talking about Jack/Ianto, I haven't read a fic since August. Recs, please?

Doctor Who! I quite like Matt Smith as 11! He seems very Doctor-ish when he's talking and also on this picture:



Hey, did I mention I love my Merlin Mug? It's the first self-made mug that I still like and use frequently! Yay! :)

Those workcamps really annoy me though. You know, those where you go abroad and work at some social project thingy for a couple of weeks and in return you don't have to pay for food and a place to stay (which, btw, isn't even true. you have to pay between 100 and 300, just so you can take part. but of course they only mention that when you dig deeper). Since I'm not 18 yet, there are only a few workcamps I could go to, none of which are actually in the UK, which is exactly where I want to go. Plus they're more expensive and cost about 250 Euro. Oh joy. So, by the looks of it I'm not going. Means this year's summer holidays will be the 5th in a row where I'm staying at home. Awesome :(

ETA: I want a Mastercard. Or live in the UK. Preferably the latter. Or at least a Topshop somewhere here. Like, in Frankfurt. Surely, that can't be too difficult?

It's snowing! :D







I totally screwed that French exam up, simply because there wasn't enough time. And lack of time should really not be the reason why someone screws up an exam.

I started watching "The Big Bang Theory", I squee about Merlin, cause it's kinda slashier than Torchwood even if it lacks onscreen kissing, I read fics, I don't wanna sleep (which is weird, cause I always wanna sleep), have to study for the biology exam on thursday, got 7 points in practical geology ("you haven't said anything all year so you'll 'only' get 7 points" - seriously, what's wrong with that guy? it's a C-! I'd get worse marks in 5th grade!), try not to die on wednesday... and I just started writing an original sci-fi story. I've only got the introduction so far, though.

Does anyone want to read it? Cause if anyone does, I'll posts it here or something.

Anyway, got to go, see y'all!

ETA: Does it make me a geek if I think this is really really cool? :D



ETA2: LOVE. check out their other videos, they're so made of win!!

Hey there!

Seriously, I'm missing more lessons lately than I have...no, scratch that. I always miss a lot of lessons. But, still. It's a lot.

Went home early today cause my eye hurts so much. Yeah, it's still not better. But none of my doctors are actually there at the moment, so I'll have to wait until tomorrow *cringes*

My german teacher just sent me a mail...and, well. When you have worked on something for ages you want to hear more than just "it's okay". It was freaking awesome! Whatever.

The cutest show ever? Merlin. Seriously, that show is sooo adorable!

Whether it's some freaks at my school destroying the whole school's reputation, the latest wank in the spn fandom, random fans that have never heard of the word 'respectful' when asking questions at cons... I just have to watch the latest Merlin episode and all is good *g*

Did I mention cute?

Also, can't wait until next week, the preview was awesome! Arthur finding out! Omgyay!

The CiN special was slightly slashy, too. You can see Arthur petting Merlin's arm in the background. Heh :D

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I know I'm not posting a lot lately... and I'm just posting now cause instead of being at school, I could spend the morning doing all the online stuff. Anyway, I've got four exams this week, plus orchestra practise which I haven't done anything for in the last three weeks although I promised to take part in three concerts this christmas. Next week there're only two exams so I might get around to do something then.

See you!

• Look at your LJ userpics list. If you have fewer than twenty icons, post them all. If you have between twenty and fifty icons, pick every fifth one. If you have between fifty and seventy-five icons, pick every seventh one. If you have over seventy-five icons, pick every tenth one. List them on your LJ, and tell everyone exactly why you have it, why it's interesting to you, and what significance it has.

 Because there's some kind of....movement in this, I guess. I dunno. I like it :D





 

Because the Metallicar is 67' Chevy Impala love. Cause in Supernatural, it's Sam and Dean and the Metallicar, and the show without the car? No way. Kripke says he'd rather kill one of the boys than kill the car. We'll wholeheartedly agree and ignore the fact that he's already killed the boys a couple of times. The Metallicar is LOVE.




Because I'm a huge dork myself, and because Jensen is adorkable, too :D He's awesome. Do I have to list all the reasons why Jensen's awesome here? Cause there're kinda too many... anyway. Love this icon. Love Jensen. Love dorks. Love the writing. Seriously: embrache your inner dork! :D



 Andy and the gay porn! Because even though the world might be ending, Andy can still make you laugh and joke about gay porn. Also the fact that he DID the whole putting-gay-porn-in-the-guy's-head thing is awesome enough to get an icon. Andy just rules. I love the char, he should totally make an appearance again, dead or not. Same goes for Ash. Those two would totally rule together. To quote Gabe "Married hunters?" :D Check out youtube, he actually talks about Ash and Andy for a while at various conventions. 



It's Chris and Steve! Who are really really awesome. Cause I'll just go ahead and say that the words "feels like home" and  Chris and Steve together  just work. Cause I can use the icon for anything Chris/Steve related and also for everything home-y. They are ♥ 




I love hugs! I love Chris and Steve! I love their music and I love it when they hug. Cause everyone needs a hug-icon on LJ. Hugs are love.
 
 
 



Cause the guy is literally an angel. I mean, he really is! *laughs* Anyway - Misha Collins? Is awesome. Like, favourite-actor-ever-material kind of awesome. He's gorgeous. He's a good actor (Could anyone pull the whole I'm-an-Angel-of-the-Lord thing off as well as he does? Answer: No!) He's smart (duh! The guy has worked in the frikkin' White House!). He's funny. Now turns out he's a freaking poet, too! It's impossible not to love him. And fortunately someone just managed to locate a magazine with two of his poems and has ordered it and will then scan it. I. Can't. Wait! 

 Well, this is the internet. It's impossible to go online and NOT stumble upon something really and truly awful and/or annoying and/or completely stupid. Or you realise that you just did one of the above. Ever feel the need to bang your head against the nearest surface? I do. A lot. And also cause this makes me laugh. I mean, there're a lot of *headdesks* icons out there, but this one is way cooler. Head, meet desk. *thump*
yeah!



Steve! Shades! Guitar! Incredibly awesome guitarcase! Steve looking incredibly handsome! Wooosh!





 I always love seeing characters sleep. Not to mention that Sam looks beautiful and incredibly cute there. And the fact that Dean gave him the couch! :D






 Because not only does this quote Steve, but I am always sleep deprived. And I'm always tired. Which is probably to 70% thanks to my meds, but anyway. I had a coffee icon before, but this features Steve so it's, like, ten times better.





 I love them seperately and I love them when they make music together. But I'd totally die of squee if they'd ever actually get together. Which is highly, highly unlikely, but it's fun to pretend they are. Lovely image. Cause they'd just be perfect for each other. I don't know that much about them, but let's just sum something up. They both love cooking. They both considered cooking as a career, but then chose music over it. They both needed money and both had the same job which is how they met. They started a band together. And now they're singing happily ever after. The End. I mean, seriously. 

 I like! Cause this, of everything, is my favourite part of the season 3 gag reel. And the Supernatural season 3 gag reel is the most hilarious one I've ever watched. But this? It's the most adorable thing ever. 





It's Jared. No reasons needed. He's a big, bouncy teddy-bear and he still looks incredibly hot! How does he do that? 






 Cause computers never scroll down when they should *snorts* It's Torchwood. It's Jack/Ianto. Canon slash pairing in a sci-fi show. It's SO made of win! I love Jack/Ianto... though Jack's kinda annoying me right now which is all John Barrowman's fault.





Anyway! Those are 15 icons I love, use/have used. May or may not say something about me or the fandoms I like or whatever. Seeya! 

Just a Coat of Paint underneath the Fly on the Wall by vorpalblades

Pure Awesomeness. Must-read. Misha Collins' POV.

Who also happens to already be one of my all-time favourite actors. Cause, seriously. He's smoking hot, he's smart, he's a good actor, he's funny, he's adorable... he's awesome!



I'm also under the impression that I'm high cause I can't stop giggling about whatever I read, watch, listen to or think about. I just don't know what kind of drugs I could have possibly taken. Maybe there's something in the chocolate...

ETA:

Seriously though. You just have to love him.

TV.com: I'm going to get a little personal here for the fans, again. What does Misha Collins like to do on his day off? What are his interests?

Misha Collins: Well, I like to write poetry. I'm a published poet. I've been published in several literary magazines this year. I also built the house that I live in. I paid my way through college as a carpenter and a woodworker. So I've built the house I live in and most of the furniture that's in it, and I do a lot of woodworking still. And I also like the outdoors a lot. I spend a lot of time camping, and in the winter I do a lot of back-country camping and snowboarding up in the High Sierras. As long as you don't hit trees you're fine.

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Yeah, who would have guessed? I'm ill. Again.
Since what happened in February I'm a little jumpy when it comes to headaches. But headaches and nausea? Freaks me out.

So I'm staying at home today. Possibly tomorrow. Don't know. I really get the feeling that I'm ill, like, every second week or so. Annoys me to death.

But whatever. Can't even watch old SGA/Supernatural/Heroes/Torchwood/Doctor Who episodes cause I've watched them SO many times lately that I kinda need a break right now.

But talking about that! Spoilers for the latest Heroes and the latest SGA episode!

It's official. Fangirl dreams DO come true.

So, about a year ago I read this fanfic. Where Nathan, Peter and Sylar were brothers. It was pretty awesome. Then I watch Heroes 3x02 and the freaking fic is coming true. Hello, Star Wars moment! I may or may not have laughed or about half an hour.

Then there's Stargate. First of all, the episode from two weeks ago? Totally jealous!Sheppard! Heh! Maybe Rodney should hook up with him to make Jennifer jealous. Although Shep really doesn't seem to like McKay/Keller. I can just agree. If Keller gets a boyfriend then it's Ronon. Oh! But there's also some interesting Dannyboy/Rod potential.

Which brings us to the latest episode. SGA kinda bores me lately, but that changed within two minutes when one Daniel Jackson was beamed to Atlantis' Gateroom. Said area has a special name but I totally forgot that. Man, I gotta write SGA fic again or I'll forget everything.

Anyway! There's Danny! So I actually watch the episode with something resembling interest. And it turns out to be really good. Like, really good. It's awesome! and Rodney actually calles Daniel "Danny" that one time.

But dammit! Evil cliffhanger! REALLY evil. And there's no Lorne...why is there no Lorne? He'd totally save the day. Then again, maybe he will. It was kinda cool to see Caldwell again though. Didn't think I'd ever miss the guy, but he totally brought the good-old-SGA feeling back. Like, second season. Now I've got to watch the episode with the whole Storm thing again. Where there's also Lizzy. As in, the real Lizzy. Who also acts like Lizzy. I totally adored her, but even months before she "died" (well, now she is dead, but it took them ages) they already fucked the character up. Hey, and there's Ford! I SO miss the guy. He brought something to the whole Atlantis crew that is simply missing now. I mean, when was the last time we saw some of the Atlantis guys just hanging out, like guys? Not dating, not plotting, not angsting around each other but hanging out? Watching football tapes? Feeding Teyla popcorn? I really miss that about the show. You start to forget they're people, not some battle scenes combined with bad soap opera.

But whatever. Did I mention the latest episode ruled? So can't wait 'til the next! Then again, can't wait for that Supernatural episode again, spoilers! where Dean goes back in time, for whatever reason. That's so cool!

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Aand the nausea is starting again, so I guess I'll curl up in bed with my laptop and a really old SGA episode and hope it'll go away. See you guys!

So! The german exam went pretty well, actually. Dunno what my teacher'll think about it, but I'm content with it and that's what counts, in my opinion. Though I'm not exactly looking forward to scary!friday as in, the maths exam. I think the whole J2-squeeing has melted my brain cause I'm getting kinda behind with maths...

Anyway. It's busy!tuesday. Just got home from the exam 1 1/2 hours ago, went for a walk with Conny for nearly an hour, gotta cook later, gotta do my friggin homework and then there's orchestra in the evening, which I haven't practised for in the last two weeks so I should really start doing that. Like, now.

I totally can't wait for Supernatural though! Just read a few spoilers for one of the first few episodes and that sounded so awesome! Can't w-a-i-t. It'll also give me something to look forward to during the evil!awful!biology lessons. Did I mention I hate the teacher?

Gotta go and do some actual work now (okay, haha, for once I actually did work...), see read you!

This morning, I realized how awesome it actually is that Supernatural's on Thursdays. Well, actually it was risuhime (who only signed up here cause i told her so, and who's never online anyway..).

Cause I can sleep late on Fridays. Or, well, nearly two hours longer than usual. Which totally rules. And even makes up for having two geography lessons at 7:30 every Monday.

I'm beginning to really love my sleep deprivation icon. It fits so well. Though it's kinda weird. Whenever I sleep less than 3 1/2 hours (like last night...) I'm wide awake in the mornings and start getting tired around 11:00. If I sleep longer than 5 hours I tend to spend the rest of the day yawning. I mean, that's just plain weird.

Also, random! Cause I'm feeling like it.

Looks like more and more of my entries are (custom-)friends-locked, so if it looks like I haven't updated in a while, it's cause the entries are locked. Sorry. Comment to be added or whatever, it's not like anyone's gonna comment anyway *grins* You're all just scared of me, aren't you?

J'ai envie de dessiner NarutoxSasuka, bien que je ne l'aime pas. Je deteste Naruto. But whatever. French? Yeah, random. I do want to draw NarutoxSasuke though and I don't have a frikking clue why. Last Saturday was connichi, and I just came to the conclusion that it'd have been cool if two people - male or female - had dressed up as Naruto and Sasuke and had started snogging, just for pics. Cause, yay, we'd have gotten fake!real NarutoxSasuke pics.

In retrospect, I don't even really know who Naruto and Sasuke are. I just have anime-obsessed friends. But who would we be without obsessions?

A-n-y-w-a-y. Where was I? Right.

I keep reading everywhere that being healthy is important to be happy, at least for lots of people. I disagree. Mostly cause I've never been completely healthy in my whole life, and I'm still happy. Guess you don't notice so much when you don't know what you're missing. In fact, lots of stuff that happened to me during the last year would have totally fucked everything up if I hadn't been used to it - in some extend - already. So whatever. Me = Happy. People = Wrong. Yehaw.

And the last random fact: I hate our society.

I mean, it's obvious that people are more and more accepting when it comes to gay matters. Although homophobia is alive and well, just check out the mayonaise incident from a few months back (or last week when I had to stop myself from punching the girl who sits behind me in my german course...). Still, it got better, right? Then what the fuck happened to the word 'gay'? We've all noticed before, but this really starts to annoy me.

I'm currently reading this really cute book from 18-something. There's this sentence where the mainchar - a seven years old girl - is talking about her father, and about his gay laugh. Happy laugh. Gay used to mean happy. In fact, in french it still means happy. Or gai, anyway.

So what happened? I just gotta go down a street and I her people saying "How gay is that?" when they think something sucks.

This doesn't really make sense. So, yeah, society sucks.

Cheers! Gotta go - writing a german exam tomorrow!

I just LOVE the song! I can Die A Happy Man, in this vid's case by Christian Kane and Steve Carlson. They are so awesome together ♥

Today's fortunately not so busy, I actually slept more or less all afternoon. Think I dreamt of Supernatural, but except for the fact that apparently, Sam saved my ass, I can't remember much. Shame!

I kinda still wanna play my guitar. And my brother's totally not helping, cause he says I should play too. Remind me why I don't have the patience to do it properly? Cause I'd do it if I knew I'd actually practise and stuff. Which I probably wouldn't, so that's not much use. I'm pretty sure this doesn't make sense to anyone. Never mind. Just..random.

I want an Ipod! Why are they so expensive? Think I gotta make someone buy me one for my birthday... that's in another month but hey, at least it's something. My Mp3-Player is okay, but it doesn't work so well anymore, there's so much dust on the screen you usually have to guess what song's playing (which isn't really much of a problem, most of the people I know, including me, can recognize a song after the first second they listened to it) but there is also that background sound thing. It was already there at the beginning but it just keeps getting worse. Plus, Ipods are cool :P Ah! I'm using smileys. The world's doomed. It's like saying lol out loud. Not good. Really not good. Also getting worse lately. Aah!

Anyway, where was I... actually, nowhere. But! I just watched All Hell Breakes Loose Part I again, and it's just awesome. The last 1 1/2 minutes? They're a piece of art. Seriously. Jensen pwns them all. I mean, he's frikkin gorgeous, but his acting tops everything. Whoo!

Okay, fuck. You've got to be kidding me. Last time I checked I had 2 hours left, and now I'll be late for orchestra practise. Fuuuuck!

Cheers!