I'm Grooving On The Inside

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 22:49:08 GMT

So, I just did a pretty big friends cut. I just don't see the point if I never talk to you or if I don't even remember who the fuck you are. I'm sure everyone says this but, really, don't take it personally.

Hello! Yeah, I'm still alive (...in a way.)

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 20:33:14 GMT

January: Happy New Year Everyone!
February: I'm so tired right now.
March: Someone at padacklesrps asked for our favourite J2 fics... and I thought I'd share!
April: Does anyone know what happened to yume_odori?
May: Sorry I'm not making any proper posts lately, I'm pretty busy :/
June: Jensen HAS NOT moved out of Jared's house.
July: I know I am pathetic but now I have a headache from crying, thank you very much RTD.
August: How so awesome?
September: I think you might actually get to know me better by reading this meme.
October: Dear Anonymous, I FUCKING LOVE YOU OMG!!!
November: You know what I find annoying?
December: So, I'm feeling pretty shitty today.

Tl;dr: This makes me seem like a whiny bitch most of the time. Trust me, my year was way more awesome than it seems! I guess I just spend 400% more time on ontd_ai than I do on actual journals.
....Sorry?

D:

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 21:14:06 GMT

I'm so fucking busy right now, it's not even funny.
I nearly didn't go online today at all but then I checked my e-mails and (thanks to adelate ) realized that Adam's album had leaked and of course I had to download it... so here I am. Skipping politics homework for this, though. Seriously, I've said it yesterday and I'll say it again: there. are. not. enough. hours. in. the. day. And I have a feeling that tomorrow's gonna be even worse.

Anyway, have a pretty poem. Well, it's not just pretty, it's really AWESOME.
Cheeks tweeted part of it and I googled the whole version and, yeah. LOVE. The man has good taste.

Btw, I still have tabs with journal entries that I haven't read yet open, JSYK. Not commenting so much right now.

Oh and buy Kris Allen's album. It's seriously AMAZING.

This is glorious.

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 12:36:20 GMT

Smiles and Rainbows!

Fri, 06 Nov 2009 16:43:43 GMT

There are many reasons why I love Cheeks. This is one of them.

This is an excerpt of his most recent podcast at cheektopia.com (he has one every week).

Also, Supernatural was amazing and freaking hilarious and really, really GAY. Just saying... ;D

Oh and because adelate is all kinds of amazing, please click on the banner for her? It won't automatically do anything weird, no worries. Just click on it? Thanks!

Wait a second...

Fri, 23 Oct 2009 23:45:40 GMT

Uhm... Guys. Guys?

So my TV Guide (aka this gorgeous thing) said that there was a Supernatural episode yesterday. But the websites where I get my streams all say there wasn't.

I'm very confused now.

I made some icons!

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 21:03:30 GMT

I know most of you don't even know Cassidy (which is a shame! Check him out at http://youtube.com/user/cassidyhaley ) but I made some icons and Cassidy is ridiculously pretty so I thought I'd share.

Check if you have it on your iPod/MP3

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 14:21:43 GMT

Yes, I am seriously BORED TO DEATH. You were saying?

I was gonna walk the dogs, only to come out of the shower and realize that my parents had driven god-knows-where with them. Great :/

[ ] Nickelback
[ ] Disturbed
[ ] Shinedown
[ x ] Seether
[ ] Sevendust
[ x ] System of a Down
[ ] Flyleaf
[ ] Staind
[ ] Drowning Pool
[ ] Taproot
[ ] Mudvayne
[ ] Audioslave
[ ] Trapt
[ ] KoRn
[ x ] Three Days Grace
[ ] Evans Blue
[ ] Godsmack
[ ] Rascal Flatts
[ ] Carrie Underwood
[ ] Leanne Rimes
[ ] Garth Brooks
[ ] Dixie Chicks
[ ] Kenny Chesney
[ ] Tim McGraw
[ ] Faith Hill
[ ] Hank Williams Jr.
[ ] Shania Twain
[ ] Johnny Cash
[ ] Willie Nelson
[ ] The Charlie Daniels Band
[ ] Merle Haggard
[ ] Keith Urban
[ ] Hank Williams
[ ] Teddy Geiger
[ ] Ashlee Simpson
[ ] Kelly Clarkson
[ ] Madonna
[ x ] Avril Lavigne
[ x ] Pink
[ ] The Veronicas
[ ] Daniel Powter
[ ] James Blunt
[ ] Natasha Bedingfield
[ x ] Ryan Cabrera
[ ] Hawthorne Heights
[ ] Halifax
[ ] Fightstar
[ ] Taking Back Sunday
[ ] Forgive Durden
[ ] From First to Last
[ ] Senses Fail
[ ] Something Corporate
[ ] Hit the Lights
[ x ] Dashboard Confessional
[ ] Dear Whoever
[ ] Funeral for a Friend
[ ] Brand New
[ ] Silverstein
[ ] The Used
[ ] The Spill Canvas
[ ] The Hush Sound
[ x ] Death Cab for Cutie
[ ] The Killers
[ ] Elliott Smith
[ ] Yeah Yeah Yeahs
[ ] Belle and Sebastian
[ x ] The Postal Service
[ ] Bright Eyes
[ x ] Franz Ferdinand
[ ] Modest Mouse
[ ] Cursive
[ ] The Arcade Fire
[ ] The Shins
[ ] The Decemberists
[ ] Sufjan Stevens
[ ] Neutral Milk Hotel
[ ] Iron & Wine
[ ] Clap Your Hands Say Yeah
[ x ] Bloc Party
[ ] Minus the Bear
[ ] Slayer
[ x ] Metallica
[ ] As I Lay Dying
[ ] Atreyu
[ ] Lamb of God
[ ] Killswitch Engage
[ ] Unearth
[ ] Throwdown
[ ] Becoming the Archetype
[ ] Between the Buried and Me
[ ] Norma Jean
[ ] Zao
[ ] Converge
[ ] Botch
[ x ] Bullet for my Valentine
[ ] Still Remains
[ x ] Hellogoodbye
[ x ] The All-American Rejects
[ ] Fountains of Wayne
[ ] Head Automatica
[ x ] Weezer
[ x ] Panic! At the Disco
[ ] Jellyfish
[ ] Teenage Fanclub
[ ] The Lashes
[ ] The Lost Patrol Band
[ ] The Click Five
[ x ] Cute is What We Aim For
[ ] Wilco
[ ] The Exploding Hearts
[ ] Rancid
[ x ] NOFX
[ x ] Bad Religion
[ ] Misfits
[ x ] Anti-Flag
[ ] Sex Pistols
[ ] Alkaline Trio
[ ] Dropkick Murphys
[ x ] Pennywise
[ ] Millencolin
[ ] Operation Ivy
[ ] Descendents
[ ] Dead Kennedys
[ ] The Offspring
[ x ] AFI
[ ] blink-182
[ x ] Green Day
[ ] New Found Glory
[ x ] Good Charlotte
[ x ] Relient K
[ ] Sum 41
[ ] The Starting Line
[ x ] Simple Plan
[ ] Lagwagon
[ ] Box Car Racer
[ x ] Motion City Soundtrack
[ ] The Queers
[ ] Screeching Weasel.
[ ] The Doors
[ ] The Beatles
[ ] The Rolling Stones
[ ] The Clash
[ ] The Who
[ ] Aerosmith
[ ] Black Sabbath
[ ] The Kinks
[ ] Kiss
[ ] The Ramones
[ x ] Pink Floyd
[ ] Led Zeppelin
[ ] Heart
[ x ] Guns N Roses
[ ] Jimi Hendrix
[ ] Sublime
[ ] Cake
[ ] Spin Doctors
[ ] Smashing Pumpkins
[ ] Gin Blossoms
[ ] Alice In Chains
[ ] Soundgarden
[ ] Toad the Wet Sprocket
[ ] 311
[ ] Live
[ ] Bush
[ ] Third Eye Blind
[ x ] Goo Goo Dolls
[ x ] Barenaked Ladies
[ x ] Counting Crows
[ ] No Doubt
[ ] Nirvana
[ x ] Matchbox Twenty
[ ] Eve 6
[ ] She Wants Revenge
[ ] Chicks on Speed
[ ] LCD Soundsystem
[ ] Dirty Sanchez
[ ] Le Tigre
[ ] The Chemical Brothers
[ ] Prodigy
[ ] Moby
[ ] The Crystal Method
[ ] Aphex Twin
[ ] Basement Jaxx
[ ] Benny Benassi
[ ] Photek

Huh. Okay.

Whoa. This is insaaaane!

Tue, 06 Oct 2009 11:02:09 GMT

Most of the video is in German, but what the piano says is, indeed, English. Just watch!

Also, I FLOVE my icon. In fact, that's like, my second favourite Cheeks photo shoot ever! :D

OMFG!

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 19:56:30 GMT

Dear Anonymous,

I FUCKING LOVE YOU OMG!!!

*bounces around her room*

I MEAN, SERIOUSLY. SERIOUSLY. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

So what's neyne doing these days?

Wed, 23 Sep 2009 14:12:37 GMT

Well. I'm still busy as hell because of school, but I have the next two days off! Yay! (Though I have A LOT of assignments but I can handle that.

My puppy has grown so much! He's nearly as big as Conny by now and he was about 1/4 as big as her when we got him. Still adorable though <3

Oh and I QUIT MY JOB. FIANLLY. NO MORE CLEANING GROSS APARTMENTS THAT AREN'T MINE!

And I am going to quit orchestra, too, cause a) I am never looking forward to it anymore b) when I'm there I usually nearly fall asleep c) it's not all that much fun anymore and I haven't practised for it in MONTHS and d) the only afternoon I have off these days is Sunday. DNW.

So, yay!

School was really annoying today but it got much better during lunch break cause I went home to listen to the new Cheeks: Unbuttoned podcast, and guess what?

One of the very, very few questions he answers was not just mine but also the first he answered.

I may have been squeeing a bit.

Anyway, that's pretty much all there is to know... not much going on these days! (ha, remember when I made a post every single day for, like, a month?)

It's funny how Day Six was three days after Day Five...

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 19:04:29 GMT

So, DAY SEVEN MEME.

Well... what tickles my fancy?

GIFS!

THIS IS ALSO AN INVITATION TO SPAM ME WITH GIFS, SO GET ON THAT.

Day Six: Words Of Wisdom

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 23:07:42 GMT

I keep forgetting these, IDK IDK.

I'm getting kinda sentimental these days, cause the American Idol Tour will be over in a few hours and it's the reason why my summer has been all epic and awesome without me ever really doing anything and I met a lot of awesome people and it's just never going to be the same once the tour is over. I'm excited for everyone's new projects, sure, but I also just want them to keep touring and doing weird shenanigans and make bubbletweets about it and then make songs about the bubbletweets and be all slashy without even trying and even more slashy when they do try... I'm going to miss that. A lot.

But it's not like they'll never see each other again, so there is probably still a lot of epic in store for us and I really can't wait :D

A quote. Well.

When life gives you lemons, you paint that shit gold.

This also happens to be the album title of an Atmosphere album, which made me love that just a little bit more.

Basically: so, your life sucks. Something bad happens, it's all unfair-- we've had it all. Well, you know what you can do? Make something good out of it. And if it's just some pseudo-badass shit that makes you feel better, if no-one else.

Day Five: Youtube

Sat, 12 Sep 2009 22:35:08 GMT

There are so many clips I wanted to post here...but oh, well. This one is still one of my favourites :)

Well, hello there, Cheeks!

Day Four

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 21:59:41 GMT

A site... I really like this one!

http://www.threadless.com/

They've got the prettiest prints & t-shirt designs which are all more creative/individual/whatevericantspeakenglishtoday that your average t-shirt design these days. So, worth checking out!

...just saying.

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 12:09:14 GMT

I LOVE SPN

Let's pretend this is Day Three

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 00:12:48 GMT

You know I'm busy when I actually forget to post a meme. ME. Forgetting a meme.

...yeah.

This fanfic is actually the only one I have saved in my bookmarks.

This fanfic shows why I love the Supernatural fandom, despite all the wanky wankers that wank.

An Unusual Predicament of Utmost Import by ifyouweremine

Read this. Perfect opportunity now, cause it's still, like, an hour 'til Supernatural, right? I don't even know. I wasn't going to stay awake but I still gotta read Maria Stuart until tomorrow and I haven't even started so sleep might not be an option anyway.

What can I say, I'm an addict.

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 22:34:20 GMT

Doing this real quick before I go to bed:

Cinderella:

One of your parents is dead
You are expected to do a lot of chores
You love to dress up
You love animals
You are waiting patiently for your Prince (or Princess) Charming
Your mom is really strict
You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
You're afraid to speak your mind sometimes
You have left your shoes at a friend's house before
You have blonde hair

TOTAL: 2

Belle:

You've kissed someone your friends didn't like
You've been lost in the forest
You love to read
You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
One of your family members is a bit weird
You have done volunteer work
You have a wild imagination
You love to take care of people in need
You've rejected at least one person when they've asked you out

TOTAL: 6

Jasmine:

You are very clever
You've been with someone way different from you
You're unique and different from everyone else
You'd never marry someone just because they were rich
You have set a lot of goals for yourself
You don't have a lot of friends
You're independent
You are wealthy
Your parents try to control your life

TOTAL: 3

Ariel:

Your parents expect a lot from you
You really try to follow the rules, but it's hard for you
You're a bit of a trouble maker
You're the youngest in your family or in the last 2
You have a lot of sisters (3 or more)
You collect something
You have/had long hair
You have/had a pet fish
You're extremely curious
You believe everything people tell you/you're a bit gullible

TOTAL: 1

Snow White:

You know that you're beautiful
Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
You've almost been killed
You have at least seven good friends
You've had food poisoning
You have/had short hair
You get along with almost everyone
All of your friends are different
You love to have a good time
You're happier when you're out of the house than in

TOTAL: 4

Mulan:

You can be a tomboy sometimes
People wish you could be a bit more girly
You've pretended to be someone you're not
You've had a physical fight with someone
You have/had considered running away from home
Your parents try to plan your life out
A lot of your friends are boys
You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
You love your family so much that you'd do anything to protect them

TOTAL: 3

Aurora:

You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
You almost died at a very young age
You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
You have a decent singing voice
You like to sleep in late on the weekends
You spend most of your time outside
You're adopted
Pink is one of your favorite colors

TOTAL: 2

Pocahontas:

You love to walk around big cities
You are more spiritual than religious
You've been in an interracial relationship
One of your family members is dead
Your parents are very protective of you
Someone you know has been in war
You love nature
You have/had black hair
You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
You're very adventurous

TOTAL: 5

Princess I am the most like: Belle
Princess I am the least like: Ariel

Day Two

Tue, 08 Sep 2009 18:09:38 GMT

It's meme time again!

So.... a picture. To be honest, there were quite a few pictures that I wanted to post here... but I'm gonna go with this:

Whoever that man is, I love him.

Seriously, subject lines suck.

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 17:56:22 GMT

I like this! ~~And I'm totally not procrastinating, shut up~~

The song of the day is... Bartering Lines by Ryan Adams. I really like the whole ~mood of the song.

DOWNLOAD IT HERE.

It's from the soundtrack of one of my favourite J2 Big Bangs this year, btw: "Talking Points". You should read it.

Feel free to skip, I'm mostly doing this for popeiathehippo

Thu, 03 Sep 2009 18:25:24 GMT

So, since I've been talking about Cheeks a lot lately, popeiathehippo replied to me on twitter saying:

"alright, i can't keep myself from asking anymore - what is this cheeks thing you're talking about? :D"

Well. THIS IS A CHEEKS POST.

Cheeks' real name is Brad Bell and he was born on October 4th which is totally my birthday too so YAY FOR THAT.

Ahem, anyway.

So, what's so great about Cheeks? He makes music. (which can be found on his myspace: http://myspace.com/gocheeksgo or just search "cheeks" on iTunes) It's electronic, but it's really good (if you're into that. Which I am, these days.) But that's not all there is.

The thing about him is, HE IS NOT HUMAN. Whether he is an alien or a nymph has not yet been decided though... (YES. I SAID NYMPH. HAHAH)

Just look at him! He's adorable, right?

But he can also be totally fierce.

But the music is not all there is. He does lots of stuff. He's been in at least one movie which I saaaaadly have not seen (there was a snippet somewhere and I WANNA, OKAY.) and he was in an episode of MTV aaand he makes videos!

Here's his youtube channel: http://youtube.com/user/gocheeksgo
The first video to start playing will be his music video to "Down Low" which, frankly, isn't all that great (in my opinion, I'm sure there are two or three people out there who liked it) but don't let that fool you.

This is the first Cheeks video I ever watched:

I SEE A LIGHT IN YOU. AND I WANNA TOUCH THAT LIGHT. I WANNA TAN IN IT.

"OMG I LIKE" was my reaction to that, so I searched his channel and ended up watching his Miss California vid WHICH YOU ABSOLUTELY HAVE TO WATCH. NO, SERIOUSLY. WATCH IT.

After that I was like ♥____♥

...and proceeded to go on a hunt for everything Cheeks-related. Btw, if you're looking for his official stuff, try http://cheekstv.com or http://cheektopia.com or follow him at http://twitter.com/gocheeksgo (it's totally worth it just for the pictures he tweets).

Cheeks is like a more fabulous version of McGuyver when it comes to fashion.

See this?

Those used to be a pair of ripped tights. Then he made a shirt out of them for a party at Fetish Nation (where he got really drunk and scraped his knee and kept tweeting about it) and then made them into trousers a week or so later for a Rocky Horror Picture Show party. Yes, he parties a lot. And he tweets a lot during parties. Which is usually quite hilarious.

Anyway. because I am fucking lame I'm going to quote this from a Cheeks Appreciation Post we had over at ontd_ai (I spent hooours there. Ah, well.)

LOOK AT THIS FIERCE, FABULOUS MOTHERFUCKER
DOES HE MANAGE TO BE FUNNY, WITTY, HOT, AND INTELLIGENT ALL AT THE SAME TIME?

FUCK YES HE DOES

DOES HE MAKE VIDEOS THAT WILL MAKE YOU PEE YOUR PANTS WITH THEIR HUMOR ENTWINED WITH VALID POINTS, AND MUSIC THAT WILL MAKE YOU DANCE LIKE A FUCKING IDIOT UNTIL PEOPLE THINK YOU'RE ON CRACK AND KICK YOU OUT OF WHATEVER FUCKING PUBLIC PLACE YOU'RE IN AT THE MOMENT? (WOAH, RUN ON SENTENCE)

FUCK YES HE DOES

DOES HE MAKE GIRLS CUM IN THEIR PANTS JUST BY EXISTING AND MAKE EVERY DICK ON THE FUCKING PLANET TURN TO STONE BECAUSE HE'S THE FUCKING PERSONIFICATION OF SEX?

FUCK YES HE DOES

DOES HE DESERVE OUR APPRECIATION FOR EVERYTHING HE'S DONE AND HIS UNDERLYING MESSAGE THAT ONLY AWESOME PEOPLE CATCH AND SUPPORT?

FUCK YES HE DOES

You just know you wanna party with him even if you might wake up lying naked in a ditch somewhere. It'll probably be worth it.

And I'm pretty sure I was going somewhere with this. IDK IDK, my brain, IT IS GONE.

Yeah, no, I seriously can't remember. Have another picture while I'm thinking:

I LOVE HIS FACIAL EXPRESSIONS

But yeah, I can't remember what else I was gonna say. I probably forgot the most important part or something. I don't know how I survived school today. Anyway, if you got questions, hit me up!

And remember...

I love music memes!

Wed, 02 Sep 2009 15:05:18 GMT

From adelate

1. Journey - Wheel In The Sky (Supernatural fanmix! Fuck yeah!)

2. Cheeks - Down Low (I don't really like the video, but the songggg! Yes please!)

3. Apocalyptica - Toreader II (haven't listened to them in ages. Great song though)

4. Cassidy Haley - Fly (acoustic) (CASSIDYYYY)

5. Placebo - This Picture

6. Lupe Fiasco - Superstar (different from my "normal" music but I like it a lot)

7. Lovin' Spoonful - Summer In The City (a classic. Lots of luuuh.)

8. Linkin Park - Paper Cut

9. Buffy Musical - Where Do We Go From Here? (uhm... yeah.)

10. Steve Carlson - I'll Remember You (I've been scorning Steve lately but I will never not love this song)

11. Blessid Union Of Souls - Standing On The Edge Of The Earth (I don't know, I think this song is really gorgeous.)

12. Green Day - Coming Clean (always reminds me of summer nights. Me likes.)

13. Karl Jenkins - In These Stones Horizons Sing (you remember last year's Horizons Sing challenge, right? Loved it. And I love this song.)

14. Virginia Tingley - The Ballad Of Jensen And Jared (HEHEHEHEHEHE)

15. Morrissey - The Loop (fun song!)

16. John Mayer - Say (I totally love John Mayer. And this song is part of the soundtrack of one of my favourite fanfics ever so... yeah. JOY.)

17. Murray Gold - This is Gallifrey: Our Childhood, Our Home (This song actually means a lot to me. Won't go into detail here but it's really helped a lot when I needed all the help I could get. Ha, this sounds cheesy.)

18. Slipknot - Snuff (dark. delicious. ~Bury all your secrets in my skin~. Reminds me that I was gonna write that Eliot/John Winchester fanfic...)

19. 30 Seconds To Mars - Beautiful Lie (Reminds me of going to the christmas market in a much bigger, strange town all on my own when it was already getting dark. GOOD TIMES. Great memory.)

20. Wise Guys - Denglisch (Haaaa. Love!)

21. Eluvium - Reciting The Airships (calming. beautiful.)

22. Avril Lavigne - Freak Out (I actually like her music. SO?)

23. Pornophonique - I want to be a machine (Greeeaaat band. You wanna try out electronic music? They're awesome!)

24. The Fray - Oceans Away (Reminds me of summer, beaches and - most importantly - Merlin/Arthur. I LOVE THAT SHOW, okay.)

25. Franz Ferdinand - You Could Have It So Much Better (always makes me want to dance)

26. Steve Carlson - Happy Hour (awwww. I just love Steve's music.)

I think you might actually get to know me better by reading this meme. Which is kinda weird. lol?

Well, hi thar.

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 17:28:09 GMT

To be honest, there isn't much going on right now.

I've only seen a few con videos but I might have just become a Jake Able fan cause, seriously, how awesome/adorable is he? :D

I'm also sick and I totally blame school stress. But what can you do... if you ignore the week when I got my wisdom teeth removed, I really haven't been sick in a long time so whatever.

Oh but I've got a new default icon! It's the three owners of Skin.Graft - a clothing company.
One of the owners, Cassidy Haley, is an incredibly awesome musician, btw. Check out his latest acoustic session!

Incredibly random post in incredibly random

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 18:15:51 GMT

Not taking the antibiotics anymore, which means that I can drink alcohol again! Woohoo! Speaking of which, is it weird that I, like, collect pretty wine bottles? I dunno, they just look great! And I'm considering putting flowers in them or something. Pretty sure that'd look great.

They're scattered all across the room, but here, have a shot of my desk.

Btw, that wine is freaking delicious. It's called "Black Cat".

Ooooh, btw. I don't care that most of you aren't in the AI fandom, but this needs to be discussed.

Remember that J2 fanfic, "Smile For The Camera"? Well...

And it was confirmed that he was WEARING wings. At a photo shoot. Yep, I'm in my happy place now :D

I love these people SFM

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 20:40:49 GMT

How so awesome?

In other news, the new Leverage episode was great (not gonna lie, I kinda want Parker and that FBI agent to hook up), the right side of my face still hurts but it's getting better, I'm listening to Imogen Heap a lot lately, I'm watching "Latter Days" again right now, and if you haven't heard of "Cheeks" before - check him out! http://www.youtube.com/user/gocheeksgo