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01 July 2008 @ 08:46 pm
Fic: The Sun Shines Anyway  
Title: The Sun Shines Anyway
Author: Neyne
Rating: PG
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood or any of these characters. I just play with them.
Summary: Summer afternoons never really change. People do.
Note: For the [info]horizonssing challenge.

"Summer afternoon - summer afternoon;
to me those have always been the two most
beautiful words in the English language."

-Henry James


The sun was shining. Kids chased each other across the Plass, fighting with water pistols and more than once managing to hit an unlucky, and soon very wet passer-by. A young couple stood nearby, holding hands and talking quietly. Another family passed them, arguing about where to go next while – unsuccessfully – trying to keep an eye on their children. It seemed like the hot summer weather lured everyone out of their homes.

Amongst them stood a tall, handsome man. Despite the heat he was wearing his usual greatcoat, leaning against the railing and overlooking the bay. He held a small, black device in his hands.

Jack used to like coming here, a long time ago. Not much seemed to have changed – the people were still their usual, annoying selves; only that they weren't the same people anymore. They were different, new; and sometimes, Jack hated them for it. Sighing, he pressed the tiny button on top of the device. The world blurred around him.

~*~

Ianto laughed, snatching Jack's hand as they walked along the bay.

“You're kidding!”

“No! He's probably still down there looking for his mobile.”

“He could always ask Tosh to trace it,” Ianto pointed out.

Jack shook his head. “You know Owen, he'd rather spend a night in a Weevil cell than ask Tosh for help.”

“Too bad for him.” They were silent for a moment before bursting out laughing.

Jack only stopped when he spotted something at the far end of the road. “Ice Cream!,” he yelled. Before Ianto even realized what was going on, he was already being dragged towards a small ice cream parlour.

They stopped short though, only a few meters away. The parlour was packed with tourists, a large queue in front of it. Apparently they were not the only ones enjoying the summer afternoon.

“Awesome,” Jack muttered, looking disappointed.

“We can always go somewhere else,” Ianto suggested.

“Or we can do this.” Again, Ianto had no time to react as Jack pulled out his Torchwood ID and entered the parlour. It took less than a minute for him to reappear, holding two plastic bowls with chocolate ice cream.

“There you go,” he said triumphantly.

“You do know you're abusing your authority.”

Jack grinned. “But it's so worth it.”

~*~

Jack blinked, looking down at the device. A green light appeared a few more times, before going out as well, taking the remains of the memory with it. A single tear rolled down his cheek, but no-one was there to notice, he was, once again, alone.

Furiously rubbing his eyes, he glanced down at his watch. He was late.

The woman at the reception looked up when someone entered, smiling as she recognized Jack.

“You know where to find him.”

Jack nodded. He didn't even pay attention to where he was going – he'd been here so many times, that the way was more than familiar. Down the corridor next to the reception, two turns left, and there it was. The simple, white door with a small sign next to it: Ianto Jones.

He knocked twice before entering, getting no response. The man in the bed was asleep, his face seeming even more old and pale than usual as bright sunlight filled the room. He woke up when Jack sat down beside him and took his hand.

“Good afternoon,” Jack smiled.

“Uhm..hello.” Ianto rubbed his eyes, slightly frowning at him. “I'm sorry, may I ask who you are?”

Jack bit his lip. It surely wasn't the first time this happened, but it hurt nonetheless. “It's Jack, remember?”

“Jack...” His expression remained neutral for a moment, then suddenly lightened up. “Jack! God, I'm so sorry, I should have recognized you.”

Jack shook his head. “It's okay. Really.”

“But it isn't,” Ianto sighed, letting himself fall back against the pillows. He couldn't look at Jack, so he looked out of the window instead.

“It's summer,” he muttered sadly. “I wish I could go outside.”

“Me too.”

“And you should. It's not worth it, spending a summer afternoon in here.”

“Ianto...”

“I mean it. I don't want you staying here all the time, you have your own life.”

“And you are part of it.”

“I was part of it,” Ianto corrected him, turning around to look at his former boss. “But that's over now. You have to let go, please.”

“What if I can't.”

“You don't have much of a choice, Jack. I'm sorry. Please, just...go.”

Jack looked like he had been slapped. Slowly, he stood up. With a few, rapid strides he was across the room, not looking back at Ianto, or the small, black device he had placed on his bedside table. The door slammed shut behind him.

The sun was still shining when he exited the building, blinding him as he let his tears fall. He didn't understand how the sun could be shining like nothing had happened, like nothing ever happened. And yet it did. Jack used to love summer afternoons. He wasn't sure whether he still could.
 
 
Location: desk of doom
Mood: annoyed
Music: james marsters - goodnight sweet girl
 
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like Lazarus, hungry for this.[info]theohsocurlyone on July 1st, 2008 08:22 pm (UTC)
Ow.

Poor Ianto. Poor Jack.

This was bittersweet and heartbreaking. But in a good way, if that makes any sense at all. Thank you!
Neyne[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 08:27 pm (UTC)
Thanks you for reading!
srah_scottydog[info]srah_scottydog on July 1st, 2008 09:05 pm (UTC)
=(
I always hate fics like these (while loving them really) coz they're always so heartbreakingly sad, while being so real because if Ianto survived Torchwood, it's exactly the sort of thing that would happen.
But you... you took it a step further with that last bit didn't you, and with what Ianto said, and...
*sobs*

xxx
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 09:25 pm (UTC)
awwwww *hugs and gives cookies*
Sarah: torchwood// jack/ianto// headkiss// doct[info]sazzat on July 1st, 2008 09:54 pm (UTC)
Fics like this completely destroy me ;__;

Really great fic, even if it broke my heart. Really emotional and effective.
It's at times like this that I really think it would be so much better for Ianto to die young, because the idea of him growing old and...basically everything that happened in your fic; it's crushing.

Last paragraph made me think of the song 'The End of The World' by Skeeter Davis (which I was actually listening to earlier today):

Why does the sun go on shining
Why does the sea rush to shore
Don't they know it's the end of the world
'Cause you don't love me any more


I ear marked that as a Jack/Ianto song and now it is that even more so.

I'm gonna add this to my mems for future angsting. Sorry for rambling comment.
Neyne: hugs[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:43 pm (UTC)
Wow, thank you!
The ending reminded me of the (german) song 'Sonne' by Farin Urlaub where the lyrics, roughly translated, say 'that made the pain so brutal, the sun shone like it didn't care'. Have to listen to 'the end of the world' now!
geordie_star[info]geordie_star on July 1st, 2008 09:56 pm (UTC)
Awww. That is so bittersweet. Great job.
Neyne: deleted porn[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:45 pm (UTC)
Thank You!
alba17: Dance - Jack[info]alba17 on July 1st, 2008 10:04 pm (UTC)
Gut wrenching. Very well written.
Neyne[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:48 pm (UTC)
Thank you for reading! I'm glad it worked out.
Avon[info]nightporters on July 1st, 2008 10:07 pm (UTC)
That was so sad and so inevitable *sniffles*
Neyne: hugs[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:48 pm (UTC)
*hands tissues and some biscuits* Thanks for reading!
Michou: Torchwood - Ianto - Mouth[info]virginhuntress on July 1st, 2008 10:12 pm (UTC)
ouch.

Painfully good.
Neyne[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:50 pm (UTC)
Thank You!
pinkfairy727: Torchwood - Jack & Ianto[info]pinkfairy727 on July 1st, 2008 10:47 pm (UTC)
Oh! That is so heart wrenching!

I hope you don't mind I'm adding you to my friends list so I can keep up to date with all your fab fic!
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:51 pm (UTC)
I definitely don't mind :D
Thanks for reading!
morgia[info]morgia on July 1st, 2008 10:52 pm (UTC)
so sad...
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:55 pm (UTC)
*hugs*
thanks for reading :]
one day they'll write stories about us[info]insevens on July 1st, 2008 10:53 pm (UTC)
This is so heartbreaking and perfect all at the same time. Poor Jack. Absolutely beautiful.
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 10:55 pm (UTC)
Wow, thank you!
adafrog[info]adafrog on July 1st, 2008 10:56 pm (UTC)
Oh wow, so sad.
Neyne[info]neyne on July 1st, 2008 11:03 pm (UTC)
Thanks for reading :]
not a lollipop: [dw] jack/ianto. the end of everything[info]velvetfascism on July 2nd, 2008 01:31 am (UTC)
Ooh, that was so heartbreaking but really wonderful.
Neyne: gorgeous. in capitals.[info]neyne on July 2nd, 2008 10:01 am (UTC)
Thank you :]
dvanulya: points of light[info]dvanulya on July 2nd, 2008 02:07 am (UTC)
This is heartbreaking... Thanks for posting (I think).
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 2nd, 2008 10:01 am (UTC)
Thanks for reading!
thrace_adams: Buffy cry[info]thrace_adams on July 2nd, 2008 03:35 am (UTC)
OMG this was just painfully sad....just painfully sad. But so good.
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 2nd, 2008 10:03 am (UTC)
Thank you.
Rhea_Silvia[info]rheasilvia9 on July 2nd, 2008 04:38 am (UTC)
Oh gosh, so beautiful yet heartbreaking
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 2nd, 2008 10:05 am (UTC)
Thank you! And while I'm at it, want some cookies? They're supposed to make it better :)

I love your icon, he looks incredibly cute there!
Rhea_Silvia: mic[info]rheasilvia9 on July 3rd, 2008 12:45 am (UTC)
Ooh cookies! Yes please! ..Are they like.. almighty awesometastic fixing illness cookies *hangs head in ikkyness..*
guh.. I hate being sick.

Doesnt he always look cute!! XD
Guh.. I love GDL.. and JB..
thank god for cannon.
Neyne: just jack[info]neyne on July 3rd, 2008 10:06 am (UTC)
yes...something like that! hope you'll get well soon...being ill in summer sucks.

He does! They're both awesome. And Torchwood must be one of the few shows where people are actually happy about canon pairings :D
seether_79[info]seether_79 on July 2nd, 2008 09:21 am (UTC)
O wow, that was just so sad and really well written. Loved it :)
Neyne: happiness[info]neyne on July 2nd, 2008 10:05 am (UTC)
Glad you liked it!
Nicole[info]bandgeek01 on July 3rd, 2008 04:54 pm (UTC)
Awww so heartbreaking. Good job though.

Nicole
Neyne[info]neyne on July 3rd, 2008 05:04 pm (UTC)
Thank You!
 
 

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